life so far...

I am almost done with my first semester at a university. I have learned so much since august and I feel as though I have really found were I am suppose to be. I am making friends and hopefully they are friends ships that will last a lifetime. Some of my favorite people I have just found in the last couple of weeks, and some of my least favorite people I just figured out they were my least favorite.... funny how things like that work out.

I am still struggling with my faith and all that entails. My bible class is a drag and I don't like it at all. Others talk of growing spiritually from there bible classes we are required to take, but I feel none of that except an overwhelming urge to run in the other direction then the bible. I aced my chem test... never though I would type these words haha. I tried so hard and just really worked at it. It is so rewarding to really struggle with a difficult concept and then get it. A&p is hard I feel like I am loosing my grasp on it. Which is scary but thankfully we have 3 weeks left so I will survive. I really and buckling down on this test and going to rock it. I really want an A although I don't think it is possible unless I ace the practicum and the final, but who knows. If I put time into it I am sure it will pay off. i am planning on making the most of every second between now and the end of the term.

today

1.  I am thankful I have the ability to see with open eyes and not through one point of view. That I question what I am 'suppose to believe'.
2. I am thankful I was able to drop my Art history class. This semester will be so much better now.
3. I am thankful for my cousins. Every time I see them I feel better.
4. My mom is a blessing, no matter what she makes me see the good.
5. I am thankful cookie dough... mmmmm
6. I am thankful for this computer. Technology rocks!
7. I am thankful to be able to sleep in till 8:20am tomorrow.
8. I am thankful for my pictures in  my room. 
9. I am thankful to be able to go to sleep in my room tonight wrapped up in quilts my aunt made me. They are one of my greatest treasures.
10. I am thankful I have a working brain that allows me to be able to absorb the information I am given.
11. I am thankful I have a car.
12. I am thankful I don' t live on campus.
13. I am thankful for the beautiful clouds in the sky. I love the big fluffy ones of fall.
14. Finally I am thankful I started this. It had made me feel better already.

14 things.

I started college at a university Monday. I am feeling pretty overwhelmed but surprisingly positive too. This is what I have to do to get where I want to go in life. A girl in one of my classes when she told about herself she wrote how she makes a list of 14 things she is thankful for everyday. I think that is a wonderful way to be positive and if you know me you know I could be a lot  more positive. This is an exciting time for me and I feel like I am going to be able to grow so much as a human being! What better way to keep track than a blog! Here goes nothing!